Diam

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Diam
Diam
Diam
Diam

 Lagi-lagi diam

 Diam
Diam
Diam

Untuk apa diam?

 Diam
Diam
Diam

    Dia diam-diam saja

  Diam
 Diam
Diam

   Ada apa dibalik diamnya?

 Diam
Diam

 Apa pikirannya juga diam?

   Diam 
Diam

Diamnya menjatuhkan

 Diam

Diam-diam jatuhnya semakin dalam

Diam
Diam-diam pula tersadar

Diam

Dikira ilusi

Diam
Diam
Diam

Nyatanya,                                                       

                                      bukan.

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