Kosong

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Aku makan burger
Aku juga makan nasi padang
Aku makan ini itu
Biar penuh
Biar tidak kosong

Aku minum air
Aku minum soda
Aku minum susu
Biar penuh
Biar tidak kosong

Aku isi lagi tubuh ku
Dengan ini
Dengan itu
Biar tidak kosong

Aku isi lagi dengan isi yang lain
Biar tidak kosong

Aneh
Tubuh ku sudah tidak muat
Tetapi tetap
Rasanya
Kosong


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